4 more days to my birthday :D
Quite excited about it ..
Zibi fam is going to celebrate jas & my bday tgt ..
But i still wish he can celebrate with me too ..
Haiz ..
Memories kept flashing through my mind ..
I miss him ..
Miss how he would care about me ..
Miss how he would say he miss me ..
Miss how he will pay all e attention to me ..
Miss he will give me surprises ..
Haiz ..

知道

她让你憔悴许多
她让你不知所措
她一举一动你不停的对我说
我微笑倾听你说
我却越听越心痛
怎么你说的不是我
她比我多了什么
让你愿意耐心等候
我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和她没有不同
但是我
却不在你心中
逗留
我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我
总换不了你的
心动
你让我憔悴很多
你让我不知所措
你一句一动我的心被牵着走
她不经意的走过
你就把我给冷落
嫉妒把我给吞没
她比我多了什么
让你愿意耐心等候
我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和她没有不同
但是我
却不在你心中
逗留
我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我
总换不了你的
心动
我知道了她哪里比我好很多
在你心中我永远不可能会让你心动
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我
在你心中没有
她多

The Bottom Line
Your hopes and wishes can't force someone to act today. You just have to wait more.
In Detail
Timing is everything when it comes to any kind of relationship -- so you need to stop trying to rush things! Whether you're eager to hear about a job prospect, dying for the cutie to call, or impatient about when your sweetie will propose, you have to realize that you don't have any influence in this situation. Your hopes and wishes, no matter how strong they are, cannot force someone to do something that they don't want to do or aren't ready to do. Relax and focus on something else.

Wow ..
I cant believe that my lousy results can score like tis in my report book :D
Total- 425/700
Percentage- 60.7
Class position- 4/40
Level position- 53/240
L1R4 aggregate- 19
L1R5 aggregate- 26

Hahas
Surprised right ?
I was shocked too XD

Yesterday after having our big breakfast ,
we went back to class and do spring cleaning ..
Luckily my table is not very dirty :P
& got a cookie from Mdam Koh ..
Hahas
so sweet lor ..
*thks to marcus aso la*


Then is the junyuan got talent ..
Quite fun :X
Cca next ..
Tired like hell
Keep doing the same old thing ..
& I have done for 3 yrs le -.-
Yeah i have been chosen for the SYF :D

Busy holidays ):
Tue 27/5- english & poa
Wed 28/5- english & poa
Thur 29/5- F&N
Fri 30/5- F&N
Mon 2/6- Maths, chem, SS
Tue 3/6- Maths, chem, SS
Wed 4/6- Maths
notice*
4th june is my birthday :D
remember ah ..
LOLS

I know what to cook for the pratical exam le ..
I just now just tried cooking it ..
Tasted great la ..
I am talented :X

Quote of the day


I have lots of patient ..
Believe me or not ...
I m serious this time ..
好爱他 , 好想他

回到过去<333

一盏黄黄旧旧的灯
时间在旁闷不吭声
寂寞下手毫无分寸
不懂得轻重之分
沉默支撑跃过陌生
静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影
失去平衡
慢慢下沉
黑暗已在空中盘旋
该往哪我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端
无法存活在真实的空间
想回到过去
试着抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你看的世界
想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜
想回到过去
试着让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意
这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知还来不来得及
想回到过去
思绪不断阻挡
着回忆播放盲目的
追寻仍然空空荡荡
灰蒙蒙的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去
一转身孤单已躺在身旁
又回到过去
试着抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你看的世界
想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜
想回到过去
试着让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意
这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知还来不来得及
想回到过去
-

Aww..
Really failed my Amaths ..
lols
But nvm :D
I still can try harder next time ..
At class keep playing ''cheat''
hahas
Damn fun de la ..
But a bit too long le la XD
Tomorrow will be having
- big breakfast
- spring cleaning
- junyuan got talent
- cca
- getting back report book

Not very excited though :P
Hmmm ..
dont know what to bring for the breakfast
Whatever~

WAAA
die le la ..
take report book ..
surely die de ..
See my lousy results aso sian ..
LOLS

ok nothing much today ..
Quite tired :D
Go sleep le ..
byes

Hahas
I am at school now ..
Having F&N lesson but madm teo never come
So sian lor ..
Nobody online and friendster so boring -.-
Exams finished le
No mood to study at all now
LOLS
I wish holidays faster come
& end later :D
but the entire holidays are fill up with cca and remedials.
Later i getting back my Amaths paper ..
Dont have much hope actually
I am mentally prepared le lor ..
BLAH~BLAH~

i hope to have a 时光机
everything can return back to the past ..
I dont know how the cherish it ..
But time will prove everything ..
Haiz ):
It is a test,
for me and you.

QUOTE OF THE DAY


这是我们的甜蜜约定

说好的三年不见面
用我们的爱把时间留住
你笑着说这是我们的考验
我们的约定
就这样三年又过了
我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼
等你的出现
空气中吻你的脸
我还记得
我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
他也偷偷的掉泪了
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想他会告诉你的
我更爱你了
我想他会告诉你的
你会记得我们的约定
听着风我也笑了
他一定会告诉你的我更爱你了

I felt so sick today -.-
Nothing attracted me ..
sian leh ..
Tomorrow going back to school again ..
I dont feel like going lor ..
& getting my report book at friday ..
dont know what teacher will say about my results lor ..
LOLS

I just want you to take good care of yourself ..
Be happy everyday (:
& know i m right here for you.

我爱你

nights all ..
have a good rest
because ,
tomorrow will be a better day :D

My mood get affected so easily ..
I know i must learn to control myself ..
Nothing will always go your way ..
But it just SUX ok ?
Nobody will actually know how i feel ..
Maybe some will know,
but not everything because i dont know how to explain ..

Went kbox with clarie yesterday ..
Whenever i say i wanna go kbox,
means i m not in the good mood ..
I wanna sing out all my anger, sadness , misery !!!
After singing i will feel much better :D
I m a normal human too
Just want to relieve some stress.
peeps
to clarie and panda
I DONT INTEND TO DO THAT THING AGAIN OK ?
lols XD
Had a fever,
& today morning keep going to the toilet.
*due to some reasons :/

AHHH !!
My china's buddy talked to me at msn few days ago ..
She said that the earthquate there was very horrible ..
A lot of people died
& she nearly being trapped inside ..
But 1 of her good friend's family died 2 people ..
SO scary la ..
She cried for 5 hours none stop leh ..
Lucky nothing happened to her ..
I HATE NATURAL DISASTERS !!
This had taught me that life is so fragile ..
You can die anytime ..
We must learn how to cherish our life !! :D
Do everything meaningful to help the rest,
because u will die the next minute ..
Hu knows ? LOLS
*touchwood la

Holidays is coming !!
Means my birthday is coming too !!
YEAH XD
I am so excited la
but i think this holiday will not be a relaxing one ):
SYF, remedials and coursework !!
CRAPS :}

不知不觉又过了几天
我想我习惯了忽略
去忽略没你的时间
不近不远走在谁身边
我想我适应了一切
这一切没你的时间
某条路某条街某首歌某间店
某种熟悉但如今却刺眼
不碰触不跨越
为自己留一些
安全界线
谁都以为不听不看也就没感觉
一转身才发现
空气里面
依旧飘散着记忆的气味
谁有所谓或无所谓
也不能改变原来是我
在爱上你的那瞬间
就困在围墙里面
某条路某条街某首歌某间店
某种熟悉但如今却刺眼
不碰触不跨越
为自己留一些
安全界线
谁都以为不听不看也就没感觉
一转身才发现
空气里面
依旧飘散着记忆的气味
谁有所谓或无所谓也不能改变
原来是我
在爱上你的那瞬间
就困在围墙里面
谁都以为不听不看也就没感觉
一转身才发现
空气里面
依旧飘散着记忆的气味
谁有所谓或无所谓也不能改变
原来是我
在爱上你的那瞬间
就困在围墙里面
多可悲
围墙都在对不对

byebye :D

Did so badly for my exams ..
I cant even believe it myself ..
So disappointed ..
haiz ..
i failed my maths and geography ..
*maybe this is what i get for the revenge ba.
That was so totally shocking to me !!
Because i dont expected me to fail ..
& my all other subjects ,
passed all by boarderline ..
except for my POA :D

But what is done , cannot be undone
I just have to face the fact.
I promise i will work harder for the following few months
I cant afford to make another mistake again ..
I am going to be dead if something went wrong ..
I remember what is have promise :D
& wont give up so easily because of some mistakes
I am sure i will see results when i really put in my effort.
Did not really give my best shot during the MYE
But everything is just not too late
JIAYOU HUIJUN !!!
If i think i can , i can :D

Yesterday just had my pratical
We cooked salmon
LOLS
It is another creative cooking lesson XD
I team with jonathan
& xiuping team with fidiani.

TADAS !!
This is me and jonathan cooked de


This is xiuping and fidiani de


This ia mdam teo de


& this is everybody de


Cool rite ?
Hahas
I am so proud of myself :D

& tuesday ,
we did a pet rocket with bottles ..
So fun can ..
But too bad we did not see how far our rocket fly ..
LOLS
the water all splashed on our eyes XD
This is the rocket


okay ..
thats all :)
bye

Finally exams is over ..
I wont have to be so stress anymore ..
But i wonder how my results will be ..
LOLS
I tink quite ok ba ?
duno leh ..
XD
Yesterday just went to visit the doctor ,
because of the stupid LITTLE pimple on my hand ..
is fcuking pain like hell -.-
& funniest thing is ..
i went in just less than 5 mins ,
the doctor just said less than 10 sentences ..
BILL >> 70+
crap sia
LOLS
i can go be doctor liao :D

I wan to lose more fats la ..
hahas ..
JIAYOU JIAYOU XD

These days no mood leh ..
so if i attitude or what dont blame me ok ?
I m so sorry :/
forgive me

okay ..
preparing to bath now ..
going out later :)

MISS ME :D

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !!
I love you mummy :D

~

Yeas ..
tomorrow will be the last day of exams ..
but sadly ..
i still got 3 papers to go ..
People end go early ,
& i have to end at 3pm ..
ZZZZZ
My brain's space is just only 512 ..
but i have to take in 1 .. the things ..
WHAT THE HELL XD
Really cant stand it lor ..
I will surely do what i promise ..
I will try my very best ..
haiz

WOW !!
I have lost 3kg ..
hahas ..
surprised beh ??
:D
I will continue to work hard !!
WONT GIVE UP !!

Many things happened recently ..
i will just wait ..

Quote of the day

Baby ..
You say u will return 2 yrs lata rite ?
I believe you ..
But this is such a torturing period for me ..
I LOVE YOU

Gone ..
With others now ..
The ending is still the same in the end ..
Maybe is all my fault to make you feel like this ..
But i m not like her ..
Believe me ..
How can you do this to me ?
The words you say ..
You dont remember le is it ?
Why must you hurt me like this ?
Leaving me alone here ..
Yet you are happily being with others ..
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好
累你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

i m dying soon ..

Gone ..
With others now ..
The ending is still the same in the end ..
Maybe is all my fault to make you feel like this ..
But i m not like her ..
Believe me ..
How can you do this to me ?
The words you say ..
You dont remember le is it ?
Why must you hurt me like this ?
Leaving me alone here ..
Yet you are happily being with others ..
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好
累你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

i m dying soon ..

Gone ..
With others now ..
The ending is still the same in the end ..
Maybe is all my fault to make you feel like this ..
But i m not like her ..
Believe me ..
How can you do this to me ?
The words you say ..
You dont remember le is it ?
Why must you hurt me like this ?
Leaving me alone here ..
Yet you are happily being with others ..
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好
累你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

i m dying soon ..

Gone ..
With others now ..
The ending is still the same in the end ..
Maybe is all my fault to make you feel like this ..
But i m not like her ..
Believe me ..
How can you do this to me ?
The words you say ..
You dont remember le is it ?
Why must you hurt me like this ?
Leaving me alone here ..
Yet you are happily being with others ..
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好
累你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

i m dying soon ..